Guest Post Give Me a Break!
By Valerie Taylor
Multi-award-winning author of the What’s Not trilogy — What’s Not Said, What’s Not True, and What’s Not Lost
What is your artistic process? Where do your ideas come from? What is your writing kryptonite?
These are just a few of the questions I’m asked about my life as an author. I could ramble on about any of them probably longer than you’d care to read. Instead, I beg you to just give me a break!
I’d rather tell you about why I find the time my fingers aren’t flying across the keyboard the most beneficial, productive, and rewarding minutes and hours of my day.
About ten years ago, I was living and working in Seattle, WA. The company I was working for was about to be sold. Anxiety abounded. For everyone, including me. Would there be a layoff? How would my role change? Who would my new manager be? Would I even want to stay with the newly-formed organization?
Can you spell STRESS? You bet. An eerie feeling of déjà vu swept over me.
I was swept back to another time in my life when my life turned upside down. At the close of 2001, I was facing divorce, a move to Boston from CT, and yes, a layoff. As the calendar flipped to January, my health started to deteriorate. A bad cold, Bell’s Palsy, nerve issues on the left side of my body, from my fingers to my toes. Great! 2002 was the year, I’d fall apart. It took the doctors (plural) and tests (also plural) to diagnose that I had a parathyroid tumor in my neck. Could that be what was causing all my problems? Not likely, the doctors collectively shook their knowledgeable heads.
Nevertheless, in July, a week after my divorce and departure from my job, the top surgeon in the country for this type of ailment removed the little benign bugger. Miraculously, in less than one month, all of the nerve-related issues disappeared. I was cured! The doctors were stunned.
What caused the tumor? Only one conclusion. Stress! I was cured! And determined never to let stress take me down again.
So, when I recognized it rearing its ugly head again in 2013, I said “No!” to being a victim to extreme anxiety again. That’s when I discovered mindfulness and tai chi.
The timing of this discovery is critical because, without knowing it, I was preparing myself for the next round of stressful situations—retirement and a cross-country move back to the East Coast. All of which I can report I handled much better in 2016 than I did in 2002!
I didn’t start seriously writing What’s Not Said until 2018, after settling back in my home state of Connecticut. Over the last five years, I’ve settled into a routine of what I call author-y stuff and being a grandmother. Totally time consuming, sometimes exhausting, and yes, at times stressful. (Like when I need to write a blogpost on demand!)
To overcome my self-imposed anxieties, I give myself a break. Sometimes I purposefully meditate or do tai chi, but often I just try to stop thinking about the author-y stuff and challenges of grandparenting, and instead, I try to lock into my senses. Whether I’m at home, driving, or walking somewhere. Why is there a twenty-foot statue of an elephant on that front lawn? Where is that siren heading? Why are people laughing? How does that chill feel on my face? Is that vanilla I smell coming from the unlit candle on the bookshelf? Is that really a woodpecker on the tree outside my writer’s room?
I let it all soak in. Refresh, reboot, regenerate. And then I’m reborn for another day, or at least a moment. Until the next day when life has its never-ending way of interfering, and I’ll need to take my own advice and give myself a break.
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13 Comments
I want to read this book to see how Kassie deals with these life changing situations.
ReplyDeleteHi, Doris! I do hope you read WHAT'S NOT LOST and then let me know what you think! Thank you for your comment!!
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ReplyDeleteHi Shelly! Thanks for commenting! In just a month since it's release, WHAT'S NOT LOST is getting positive reviews, for which I'm grateful! Hope you'll give this, and maybe the entire trilogy a shot!
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ReplyDeleteI love Valerie Taylor's "What's Not..." books.
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